sarika...

kadhi ti reading hall madhe diste..pustaka bajulach rahtat, aani tichya gappa kujbujat suru hotat...bolna band zala ki mag notebook ughdun librarian cha cartoon kadhat baste..te kuni pahila..ki mag ekach khaskhas pikte..sarva hall tikde mana valvun pahu lagto...tichya chehryavar khullela hasya..janu jag jinklyacha samadhan...!

pariksheche diwas aale ki reading halls gachha bharun jatat..ti ekhadya corridor madhe pustak gheun firat rahte... haluvar pawla takat, eka hatane satat kesanna kurvalat nazar pustakat thevun abhyas karte..madhech kunitari yeta...'hi' bolta..ti fakta ek smile dete an punha vachu lagte....
chemistrychya lecturela ti bhan harpun professorcha bolna eikat rahte. ek haat kanavar..gambhir mudra..dole blackboardvar..aajubajuche chakit houn pahtat..hi aaj serious kashi..? sir achanak ticha naav pukartat..ti tashich...! tichi maitrin haluch tichya kanatla headphone kadhte aani ti bhanavar yete..sir punha naav pukartat an ti dhadpadat ubhi rahte...
"91 marks...first in class...congrats.."- sir tila answerpaper dakhvat hasat mhantat..ti aatmavishvasane haste, aani walkman banda karte..
cantinmadhe aali, ki dozenbhar eclairs ghete. khishyat lapvun thevte. kuni bhetla aani tyane olakhlach..tar tyalahi ek dete..tine te classmadhe khanyasathi ghetlele astat..pan friendsla watat qwatat sampun jatat...an ashyach eka diwshi mi tila eclair offer kela hota..ti hasun thanks mhanali, aani te eclair tondat gholvu lagli...he aamcha pahila sambhashan...!
college samplyavar ti ektich tichi scooty gheun nighte. kadhich kunala lift det nahi. rastyatlya eka flyover var ti bajula thambte. mi lapun pahat asto.ti kathdyajaval ubhi rahun khalchi roshnai pahat rahte. lakho tare...aakashatle an jaminivarche...! tichi stabdha aani mazi swapnalu nazar nyahalat rahte. barach vel ti tashich hatachi ghadi ghalun ubhi aste. varyachya zotanvar kes udat astat. yaveli ti kes savrat nahi. mag haluch scootyjaval yete..helmet ghalun scooty start karte..nighun jate...ti jithe thambli hoti, tithe mi jaun ubha rahto...
2 varshe mi tila asach nyahalat rahto. ti tichya boyfriendsobat khush aste. mi ektach..pan ti samor aslyane khush asto. he fakta malach mahit...pan mazi kahich takrar naste. afterall...ti aanandat asnyashivay dusri aanandachi goshtach kuthli....?
pan ticha anand, sukh achanak hiravla gela, tevha mihi aswastha zalo...

abhijeet trivedi...ticha boyfriend...disayla agdi salas..pan aahe mastikhor...doghanchi olakh cantinmadhe zali hoti. maitri premat badalli. tyane tila propose kelyavar tine hokar dila yacha vegla kaay artha hou shakto...? tar mag hi maitri premat badalli. ekmekanna khup sare gifts..cards dena suru zala. sobat rahna..hangout karna oghane aalach...! ek diwas ti classmadhe nasli ki to aswastha vhaycha..an viceversa...
1 sarva collegela tya doghanbaddal mahit hota. jodi perfect aslyacha sarvancha mat hota...an te kharahi hota...
aani eka diwshi...nehmi pramane mi tichya sawli sarkha cantinmadhe tichya bajuchya tablevar baslo hoto...tichya mobilevar salag 2-3 calls aale...pan tine te cut kele. pudhchya veli tine call receive kela...kahi kshan ti fakta eikat rahili...mag haluch mhanali...
"zala..? mala kahich farak padlela nahi. tula je sangaycha hota..sangitlas..aata maza eik..aata mazya manat tuzyasathi kuthlyahi feelings nahit..."
- tine call end kela. mi pahatach rahilo. call arthatach abhijeetcha asnar...doghancha kay binasla..kasa binasla..he jannyachi malahi utsukta hoti. pan kalayla marg navhta. kityekda tila lapun ashru galtana dekhil mi pahilela...pan tila javal gheun te ashru pusnyachi mazi himmat navhti..
haluhalu collegemadhe hi batmi pasarli.sarvajan halhalu lagle..(kahi khush hi zale..) abhijeetcha calls karna aani ticha cut karna chaluch hota. asa samor to yaycha nahi.

ha vishayhi haluhalu mage padla.

collegechya sanskrutik vibhagachya eka notice boardvar niymitpane students che articles, poems lagaychya..pan sarva kahi english. achanak eka diwshi tya boardvar eka kopryat ek marathi charoli disli. pahto tar kaay...khali ticha naav..mi tichya etkahi javal jau shaklo navhto ki ti kavitahi karat aslyacha kalava...

"ek hurhur manat aahe..mi tulach shodhat rahe..ya katarveli sajana..chandrat tula mi pahe.."

lines tashya faar sadhya hotya...pan tya tine lihlya aslyane mhana kadachit....mala awadlya. hi charoli wachayla barich mula yeun geli. maza ek mitra mala mhanala...
" he kay re...mi tula shodhtey mhane...an lagech tu chandrat distos mhane..."
mi hasnyavaari nela...pan mala tila comment dyawasa vatla...
sandhyakali sarva jan nighun gelyavar mi haluch tya corridor madhe aalo. kuni pahat naslyachi khatri karun gheun tya boardvar tichyach charolikhali ek dusra kagad lavla an nighun aalo.
dusrya diwshi punha sarvatra gajawaja zala. maitrininsobat ti itranna bajula sarat tya notice boardjaval aali...
"bagh kay lihlay te..."
" tu uttar dyaylach havas.."
-maitrini kalkalat karat hotya.
ti vachu lagli...
"ya chandnyat sajane tu..shodhtes ka chandrala..?mazyach prakashi nhahun..mazya shwasant wisavun..detes saad konala....?" --chandra

ti aadhi hasli. saglya maitrini punha kakalat karu laglya.
"kay karshil...?"- ekine vicharla..
"vichar tar karu de..sandhyakali jatana lavun deu.."- ti hasun mhanali..an parat nighali.

diwasbhar classmadhe ti sarva mulankade shodhak nazrene pahte..kon asel to...? madhyech abhijeetvar nazar jate..to kewilwana hasto, ti punha samor pahu lagte. tila pakka thauk asta..asle udyog tyala jamat nahit mhanun...
yogayogane mazyakade tichi nazar jaat nahi. geli asti tar mi agdi kawrabawra zalo asto...
sandhyakali ti aapla uttar mazya kagdakhali lavte. tichya charolila mi 5 olint uttar dila hota..yaveli ti mala 6 olint uttar dete. mi garditalach ek banun wachu lagto...

"tu nabhanaad jatana..haluch mala pahtana..mi nehmi nirkhat aste..tu lajtos..mi haste..jari saad tula dete mi..laptos nabhant kashala...?"

mi pahtach rahto...yaveli kharach mazyakade uttar nasta. ti jinkleli aste. mi varanvar tya taporya aksharankade pahat rahto...
sarvajan tila daad det astat. aani aata ajun ek nava prashna ubha thaklela asto...
ha 'chandra' kon aahe...yaveli to uttar deil ka...?
mi samjun gheto...he uttar lagech sandhyakali deta yenar nahi...guptata palaychi asel tar..
maza uttar tharlela asta...fakta tyala aakar dena baki asta...mi ratrabhar vichar karto...kay parinam hoil bara ya uttaracha...?
gammat mhanje hostelmadhlya tichya roomcha divahi pahateparyant jalat asto. pan mi manala aawar ghalto..nako te nishkarsha kadhu det nahi.
dusrya diwshi mi pahate pahatech collegemadhe jato. uttaracha kagad tithe lavun salsudpane roomvar parat yeto.

maitrini tila odhat netat. boardsamor yeun ti wachu lagte...maza saat olincha uttar...
"manale sakhe mi tujla...premat padle majla..tu prem ase deshil tar..chandani banun yeshil tar..ha krishna-paksha sampuni..mi purna tuza mag rahin..aakash tula he wahin..."--chandra

"he tar ughad ughad proposal zala ki..."- tichi ek maitrin mhanali...
tichyagalanvar lali chadhu lagte...ti god haste...mi dhaddhadtya antakarnane oahat asto.
" are you in love with him....?"- maitrin
"kahitarich kaay..?"- ti
"why are you blushing...?"- maitrin
"enough..ya vishayane kunihi blush karta..chala.."-ti maitrinila khechun dur net mhante..
"lihnar ahes kahi...?"- maitrin vicharte.
tya doghi baryach dur gelelya astat. tine kay uttar dila te mala kalat nahi.

......2 varshanni asa ghadtay...je mala wattay, te khara hoil ka..? mi aswastha hoto. mi punha manachi tayari karu lagto. 'she is not going to love me'..putputat rahto..
mazya tya uttaranantar ti jithe jail tithe tila chidwayla surwaat hote. bicharichya manat kahi nasla tari ti lajtech...an chidavnyala uut yeto.
tichya manat kay aahe..malatari kutha thaukay...?

sarvajan ya chandrala shodhayla adheer zalet...ti suddha...abhijeet suddha..(tyala kallyavar mazi khair nahi...)
aani mag je vhaycha tech zala..classmadhe tichi nazar mazya najres milali, an mi gadbadlo...ti matra mazyakade pahtach rahili...mi bawchalun pustakat tond khupasla..kahi kshananni var pahila..ti ajunhi pahatach hoti...
.....maza kaam sampala...
(ithun pudhcha ticha...)
class samplyavar ti mazyajaval yete.
"hello.."- hasun mhante.
"hello..."- mi kasabasa mhanto..
"eclair..?"- ti mala choclate dete.
"thanks.."- mi.
"aathavta...? tu ekda mala dilela..?"- ti.
"kharach ka..?"- mi.
(aata bheed cheplyane mihi jara smart banu pahto...)

"ho.." ti mhante aani sahaj maza notebook chalu lagte..mi choclatecha cover kholun te khau lagto.

"kavita masta lihtos re.."- ti mazyakadfe na pahta magchi pana chalat mhante. mazi kaan shila garam hotat...ti uttara...rough practice...hich notebook...

ti thandpane var pahte...mi tichya nazret pahat rahto...

"tuch na..?"- ti.
"ho.."- mi.
"sahi..."- ti hasun mhante.."ek bolu..? raag nahi na yenar...?"
"nahi.."- mi.

evhana class rikama zalela asto. tichi maitrin khidkitun galant hasat pahat aste..tich tikde laksha jata...
"e...lapte kaay..? ye ekde.."- ti farmaan sodte. maitrin aat yete.

"haa..tar mala tuzya kavita faar awadlya...kadhitari tuzya sarva kavita dakhavshil...?"- ti.
"ho.."- mi.
"aani mahatvachi goshta...I hope you also did it for fun...ya fakta kavita hotya ok...? nantar ugach kahi gairsamaj hou nayet mhanunach mi yaveli kahi uttar dila nahi..."- ti hasat mhanali.
"ya..fine..it was just fun.."- mi.
"ankhi ek goshta...umm.khratar tula tuza credit milayla hava...sangtana kasatati wattay, but better if you don't declair you are the one...kitihi zala tari hi mula samjat nahit nare.."-ti samjavnichya surat mhanali...
"don't worry...mazya sidene kahich problem honar nahi.."- mi.

ticha laksha darakade jata...mihi valun pahto. abhijeet eka mitrasobat ubha asto. ikdech pahat asto...janu kahi ghadlach nahi ashya aawirbhavat..
mi uthun mazi sac hatat gheto. tihi nighte. darajavlun ti jatana to tila mhanto...
"ajunhi tuza naav dusrya kunashi julava vatat nahi na...?
"ekda zaleli chuk parat kashi karin...?"- ti uttarte aani nighun jate.
"amhalahi kavita shikavshil...?"- tyacha mitra mala natkipane mhanto...
"gap re.."- abhijeet tyala mhanto aani shantpane nighun jato.
mi haluvar chalat rahto..maza nehmi hach prayas asto ki ti aanandi rahavi. mala ugich bheeti vatun jate..mazya aagmanane tila sukh milel ki vedna...?
kahihi zala tari pahila prem kuni kasa visru shakta...?

roomvar gelyagelya mi kavitanchi vahi shodhu lagto..kuthetari adgalit sapadte. saaf karto.aat pratyek panavar chhanshi nakshi kadhto. varun nitnetka cover lavto.
dusrya diwshi recess madhe ti mazyajaval ek register gheun aali.
"hya mazya poems...wachun sangshil kashya watlya.."- ti usfurtpane mhanali.
"umm..mi jara aaramat wachin..ghari neli tar chalel..?"- mi.
"sure..khara tar mazya kavita wachnara aai sodun kunich nahi. ti tar aaich aahe..changlach mhannar..aata tu matra khara sangshil han.."-ti.
"ho ho..jastit jast chuka shodhun thevin.."- mi hasun mhanalo.
"jast kadhu nakos haan..mala raag aala tar mi punha dakhavnarach nahi.."- tine hasatach dhamkavla..

ti nighun geli...pan mi mazi vahi deu shaklo nahi. anyways..tichi tar bhetliye na...!
ratrabhar mi tichya kavita wachat rahilo. kahi awadlya..kahi nahi. don charach kavita nisarg aani prem yashivay itar vishayanvar hotya....to prayog tasa fasla hota..pan itar baryach kavita changlya hotya.premavaril pratyek kavitechya bajula tine gulabachi ek pakli chitkavli hoti. yatil kahi kavita abhijeetla samarpit asavyat...maza andaaz...!

sakali ti vicharu lagli..mi tila sangitala..ki fakta premavaril kavitach chhan aahet. nisargavaril theek aahet aani itar kavitanvishayi mi bolnar nahi. ti hasli..he tila mahit hota mhanali.
mag ti mazya kavitanvishayi vicharu lagli. mi lagech vahi baher kadhli...pan ti mhanali..
"tuch ekhadi wachun dakhav na...mhanje neet kalte kavita." -ti.
he mala navyanech umagla hota..mala ticha kautuk watla.
mi vachu laglo...

saanjkonya eka sandhyakali....gaar gaar tya katarveli....chandrahi jara udas hota....aani virah ha manas hota...yuge ulatli vaat pahuni....sarakha tichach bhas hota...manda zuluk ti dhund havechi....dei aathvan tichya odhnichi...katta to khidkit mazya...tichich vat pahat hota.....madhyech kinkin padli kaani...pusun mi dolyantil paani....hridayi bharuni shwaas ghetla...havahavasa gandha bhetala....thevle haat nayanan vari hya...."kon aahe mi....sang re sakhya..."hati gheun tiche haat mag....zaakat dolyantil ti tagmag....tasach mi tya kushit rahilo...tine dilya premat vahilo....ashich sundar ti sanj hoti..........ashich sundar ti sanj rahil.....

mi var pahila tar kaay...ticha malool chehra..dolyant pani...aanandashru nishchitach navhte.
"umm..are you ok..?kaay zala tula..?"- mi
"mi ka visru shakat nahiye...?"- ti hundka deun donhi hatanni doka gachha dharat mhanali..
"kaay visraychay tula..?"- mi.
"june diwas...changle..aani waitahi.."- ti maan varti na kadhta mhanali. mi kahi kshan stabdha rahilo.
"do you still love him..?"- mi.
....ti tashich radat rahili. mi shantach rahilo. mag tine chehra rumalane pusla. eka nirdharane mhanali..
"no..I hate him.."
"m..may I know what happened betveen you and him..?"- mi adkhalat vicharla..
"I am really sorry.."-ti mhanali aani uthun nighun geli.
mi tasach basun rahilo...did I hurt her...?
-toch ti parat aali...hasun mazi vahi khechat mhanali..
"he nyaychach rahila ki...udya dete re..."
..........nighun geli.

sandhyakali abhijeetne mala cantinmadhe gathla..sobat tyacha mitrahi hota.
"can I talk to you for a while...?"- abhijeet.
"sure..have a seat."-mi.
te doghe basle.
"tu please shaant raha.."- to mitrala mhanala..
"bol.."- mi.
"umm..I get straight to the point...do you love her..?"- abhijeet mhanala..mi gondhallo..
" I am just asking...don't be scared..do you love her..?"- abhijeet.
" yes I do."- mi.

to dusrikadech pahu lagla...mala lakshat aala..tyache dole panavle hote.
"relax abhi..."-tyacha mitra tyala pathivar thoptat mhanala.
"hey...did I hurt you...?"- mi.
"no...well...congrats.."- abhijeet.
"for what..?"- mi.
"she is going to propose you..."- abhijeet.
"impossible..tu swata pahilas...tya diwshich tine--
"liston...I know her very well...I know her likes, dislikes...believe it or not...sooner or not much later...she will propose you. thanks for your time."-
to uthun nighun gela.


tya veli mala kharach patla...sadha jeevan kiti sukhkar asta. 2 varsha mi talmalat rahilo, pan sukhi rahilo. maza nashib kinchit jasta sudharla..aani kitti complications nirmaan zale...
mala kalena...itka sundar joda ka vikhurla te...
mi roomvar aalo..fresh houn librarytun anlela physicscha latest edition wachayla ghetla. pahila paan ulatla. dusryavar arpan-patrika....
mi hadarlo...
dolyansamor mazi kavitechi vahi aali...
mi pahilyandach ti vahi itar kunachya hati dileli...
pahilya panavar...
mi sarya kavita tichya naave arpan kelelya...
prem sodun itar kaslyach vishayavar mi lihlela nahi...
tine te paan ughdayla nako...
ratrabhar mala zop nahi...

sakal hote..pahate kadhitari dola laglela asto...8 la uthto..masta watata...ratra aathavte...punha potat gola yeto.
collegela jauch naye aaj...
mag abhijeetcha bolna aathavta...
tine propose kela tar...?
mi anthrun zatkun lagech tayar houn collegela nighto.

ti nehmipramane aanandi aste. mi dislyavar mazyajaval yete. vahi parat dete.
"zakas aahet re...chukach sapadlya nahit.."- ti.
"thanks.."- mi.
"chadhun jau nakos haan...chuka kadhayla jamel evdhi hushar nahiye mi. tuzyahi bharpur chuka astil..."-ti.
"mala mahityey mazi kavita kuthe chukte te.."- mi.
"kuthe...?"- ti.
"mazi kavita kahi jananna hurt karte..radu aante.."- mi.

ticha hasya lopla..tari kewilwana hasun ti mhanali..
"that is only your success..."- ti.
"did I hurt you again...?"- mi.
"chhe re...by the way, kadhipasun akshara thoktoyas..?"- ti.
"mhanje...?"- mi.
" ya book madhlya kavita kadhipasun lihtoyas...?"- ti.
"umm...2 varsha.."- mi.
mag asach itar gappa marun ti nighun geli.

diwasanaad diwas jaat rahile. mi tichyat jasta guntu laglo. tihi mazyat guntat asavi asa maza andaz hota. mazyasobat khup vel rahaychi. hakka gajwaychi. to chandra mich aslyacha sarvanna kadhich kalun chukla hota. tila kuni chidavla ki purvi chidaychi. aata matra saral durlaksha karte...kadhi kinchit haste suddha...!

eka diwshi tine mala propose kela....

zala asa..ki aamhi reading hall madhe baslo hoto. tichi nehmipramanech chulbul chalu hoti. ti mala sarkha 'doghe baher nighu' asa khunavat hoti. mi tila khunene gappa karat hoto. tine eka chitthivar kahitari khardun mazyakade sarkavli...

'I LOVE YOU...'

mi udaloch...!
ti galatlya galat hasat hoti. mi samaan sacmadhe bharun uthlo...
"chal.."- mi mhanalo.
doghe baher aalo.
"open hal lmadhe chal..tithe kunihi nasta..mala bolaychay tuzyashi.."- ti mhanali.
"liston...was it a joke...?"- mi.
"no it wasn't. mala hech sangaycha hota tar tu uthayla tayarach nahis..mhanun asa shock dyava lagla."- ti.

amhi open hall madhe yeun baslo. ticha chehra aata gambhir hota. ti haluch bolu lagli..

"umm..tuzya manat barech prashna astil..I will explain in short,...but everything.
abhijeetshi maza breakup zala..tyacha karan mhanje...tyane mazyajaval atishay ghanerdi magni keli hoti...sexchi. var mi nahi mhatlyavar tyane vaadhi ghatla..tevhach to mazya manatun utarla. I was shame of my choice...my love...aata tula hi goshta khatakna shakya aahe...but trust me...arthatach tyachyapasun dur zalyanantar mi anubhavi zale aahe. tya veli ji chuk zali ti parat kadhich honar navhti. so I am sure I am in love with you. tuzya manat kay aahe te kalla tar changlach aahe..pan mi kharya premaat aahe..mature aahe..tyamule tuza 'ho' kinwa 'nahi' mhanna, yacha kahich farak padnar nahi. there won't be any difference in our daily routines or our behaviour either it's friendship or love...we always like each other...isn't it...? just let me know do you love me or not..."- ti thambli...

"let me think over it.."- mi.
"as you wish...chal..assignments purna karaychyat ki nahi...?nustya gappa marat basto..."- ti uthat mhanali...mi uthlo nahi.

"kaay re..?"- ti serious zali..
"I am hurt..."- mi shantpane mhanalo...
"I am sorry re...I didn't really mean to hurt you...I really love--
"mi gappa marat basto...?"- mi hasun vicharla..
tichya chehryavar hasu pasarla..mala sacne marat mhanali..
"nahi tar kaay...ugich prem kela buwa tuzyavar...faar doka khatos.."- ti.
"bagh...attach vichar kar.."- mi uthun mhanalo..
"stupid...2 varshanpasun mala sarva poems dedicate karat alayas...kahitari payback karava mhanun prem kela tuzyavar..."- ti aitit mhanali.

"umm...I wanted you to be my friend...since two years...you know I was so typical..."- mi adkhalat mhanalo...
"typical kaay ahe tyat...? it's so sweet..."- ti haluch hasun mhanali...mag amhi doghe kahi na bolta chalat rahilo.

havet tarangatach mi roomvar aalo....sarkha swatashich hasat hoto.
ratri abhyas zalyavar bedvar aadwa zalo..khidkitun tichi hostelmadhli kholi disat hoti.
she just wanted to let me know...kharach...propose karna mhanje ekhada karar karna asta ...? achanak ekhadyala vicharaycha janu...'mazya premat padshil ka..?' ho ki nahi..? mag ho mhatla, tar aati pallyasarkha sobat rahaycha..hangouts vhayla havet...candlelight dinners havet...nahi jamle tar bhandana...vagaire vagaire...sarvach veli asa hot nahi...pan chala...mazyababtit tari to typicalness ghadla nahi...
udya mi tila mazya tichyavaril premachi kabuli denar...ki nahi..? tyaadhi mala ek khatri karun ghyaychi aahe...
pahila prem kuni visru shakta yavar mazatari wishwas nahi. te visarnyasathi karan kitika motha asena...pan te visarna shakya nahi.

sakali recess zalya var mi abhijeetkade gelo. tyacha mitra sobat hotach...
"abhi...mala jara khajgit bolaycha hota..."- mi.
"mi aaloch..."- to mitrala mhanala an mazya sobat baher padla. chalat chalat amhi bolu laglo..
"abhi...are you sure ti aajhi tuzyavar prem karte...? thodatari...?"- mi.
"nahi...mi je kelay tyasathi ti mala kadhich maaf karnar nahi."- abhijeet.
"do you repent for that...? chuk manya kartos..? I mean...tu je kahi kela asshil te..?"- mi.
"yes...mi ajunhi tichi maafi magacha prayatna kartoy...pan ti eikunhi ghet nahi"- abhijeet.
"mhanje tula manya aahe ki tuzi magni chukichi hoti...ki fakta tila samjavnyasathi maafi magtoyas...?"- mi.
to chakravun mazya kade pahu lagla..
"mala sangitla tine...trust me...he aaplya tighantach rahil..."-mi.
"mi chuklo hoto...bharkatlo hoto..mazya manat ek don mitranni he bharavla ki ti kharach mazyavar prem karat asel tar ti mazyavar vishvas thevun tayar hoil...I was just going to check it out. jari ti tayar zali asti tari mi tila haatahi lavla nasta. pan prem tapasnyachi atyant ghanerdi an chukichi paddhat mi awlambli, aani tyache parinam ajunhi bhogtoy..I deserve it...pan tu he sagla ka vicharto aahes..?"- abhijeet bolaycha thambla.

"abhi...tine mala propose kela..kaal. khara mhanje tu tichya jeevanat yenyachyahi aadhipasun mi tichyavar prem karat hoto. pan kaal tine mala propose kelyanantar mi gondhalat padlo aahe. ha ticha gairsamajahi asu shakto..mala watatay ti ajunhi tuzyavar prem karte.."- mi.
"so funny...prem kadhi asa discuss karun kartaat ka..?"- to khinnapane hasat mhanala..
"I know...but what else can I do...? mi gondhallo aahe. mala khatri haviye ki ti fakta mazyavar prem karte.."- mi.
"he paha...mala jeattay te mi sangto... mazya mate...at least amchya breakup aadhi tari...mazyahun aadhik prem tine jagat kunavarhi kelela nahi. I am sure ki ti aajhi mazyavar prem karte."- abhijeet.
.........kmala hech uttar apekshit hota..
aata he jar mi tichya tondun eikla tarach maza vishvas basel.

ti roz mala yavishayi chhedte aahe. pan mi uttar dilela nahi. mi sandhi shodhtoy..abhijeetcha vishay kadhaychi. aani eka shant dupari........

"ek vicharu...?'- mi.
"kaay...?"- ti.
"abhijeet ne tula kadhi maafi magitli..?"- mi.
ha vishay nighalyane ti jara stabdha zali.
"hajarda...pan mi nahi maaf karnar tyala."- ti.
"theek aahe..you don't love him anymore. pan tyala maaf karayla kaay harkat aahe..? to manya kartoy na tyachi chuk zaliye mhanun...?"- mi.
"pan tu ka tyachi vakili kartos...?"- ti.
"tyane sangitla mhanun..."- mi.
"kaay..?"- ti ashcharyane mhanali...
"ho..tyane swata mala vinavla ki ki yababat bolava tuzyashi...aani malahi watta tu tyala maaf karavas..."- mi.
"he shakya nahi.."- ti.
"mala kay watel yachi kalji na karta to he mala bolala...because he still loves you...mi tar tula fakta tyala maaf karayla sangtoy."- mi.

tichya dolyant pani aala...
"mi nahi karu shaknar re...ajunhi tyala pahila ki tya diwshicha vaad ghalnara abhijeetach aathavto mala...mazi nivadach chukichi asel tar--

"prem mansala badlun takta ga...to tar fakta tuza tyachyavarcha prem tapasat hota..tyane chukicha marg nivadla hi matra chuk zali tyachi. tyachya mitranni tyala ha wait marg suchavla aani to tyanchya aahri gela. eka chhotyashya chukipayi tumcha breakup zala...pan tu aathvun bagh...tyaadhi to kadhi asa wagla hota..?"- mi.
"kadhich nahi.."- ti.
"at least do it for me. tu mazyavar prem kartes tasach tohi tuzyavar khara prem karto. mhanun mi tyachya sathi he sarva kartoy.."- mi.
"theek aahe...tu mhantos tasa hoil..to mazyavar khara prem karto mhanun tu tyachi itki kalji ghetoyas...mag mazi kalji nahi tula...?"- ti.

"bas...ajun kahi diwas...let me know you better..."- mi.
ti shant rahili.
"so...aaj sandhykali open reading hall madhe mi tyala bolwin...":- mi.
"tuch sang na tyala mi maaf kelyacha..."- ti trasun mhanali...
"aanhan..mala tumhi doghe purvisarkhe have aahat..I mean, premat padnyaadhiche..."- mi.

ti hasun nighun geli.mi phone karun abhijeetla he sarva kalavla. to mala varanvar thanks mhanat rahila.

'let me know you better...'mi aaj tila typical uttar dilela...jasa roj detoy. ti nirash hote. tila dukhwawasa watat nahi khara...pan mi ajunhi barech diwas tila waat pahayla lavin kadachit...

sandhyakali doghanchi punha maitri zali...fakta maitri. abhijeethi maza changla mitra banla...an tyacha mitrahi...!
amhi tighe sobat rahu laglo...aanni sarvanni tondat bote ghatli...
aata tila kuni chidvenasa zala...kunabaddal chidwaycha..?

third year sampala...exams hi zalya. mi tila ajunhi uttar dilela nahi.

mi tya doghanna pahat alelo hoto...tichya bajune jast javleek nasli tari mala janwaycha...ti divsendivas udas hot challi aahe...yacha karan hoto mi...
mazyavaril prem...?
ki daya,...?
I think daya...
karan tichya manat mala pahtach kinchit apradhi bhavna yaychi...ji mi lagech heraycho...
mazahi antakaran tutat challa hota...khup dukkha vhaycha..pan hi pariksha amha tighanchya bhalyasathi challi hoti.
ti ghabraychi...manat abhijeetsathi prem punha umlat hota...he mala kalala tar...? kitti wait watel mala..!
sagla mahit astana vishay kashala tanaycha...?
mi tharavla...tichi ghalmel thambvaychi...
eka dupari doghe asach firat nighalo hoto...

"do you love me...?"- mi achanak vicharla..ti dachakli..kahi kshananni mhanali..
"yes I love you.."
"evdha vel ka lagla tula..?"- mi sahaj vicharla..
"asach re..anapekshit hota na..."- ti.
"ok...I love you."- mi.
"what,...?"- ti.
"mi tula surprise dyaycha tharavala hota. mi mazya gharihi tuzyabaddal bolloy. 2-3 diwsant amhi tuzya ghari bolni karayla yeu. mala job bhetto aahe. tula ajun shikaycha asel tar mi thambu shakto..."- mi.

ti chalaycha thambli...chehra hirmusla..
"tu...tu mala adhi bolaychas tari...asa kadhi bomb taktat ka...?"- ti.
"theek aahe...te sod..will you marry me..?"- mi.
"nahi.."- ti hasun mhanali...

mi tila bajuchya benchvar basavla..
"be serious...and don't be scared...I am not forcing you...will you marry me..?"- mi.
"n..nahi..."- ti adkhalat mhanali...
"that's it...congrats for falling in love with abhijeet again..."- mi hasun talya wajwat mhanalo..
"mhanje tu..?"- ticha chehra prashnarthak zala...
"I don't love you...tu mala propose kelas, tya divsapasun mi yach prayatnat aahe, ki tula pahilya premachi aathvan dyavi...karan mazi khatri hoti ki pahila prem kunich visru shakat nahi...bagh...aapla lagna zala asta tar kevdhi mothi ghodchuk keli astis ghode..."- mi.

ti shunyat nazar lavun basli hoti.

"well...I am very grateful to you for loving me for some days...itka prem mala kuthunach bhetla nasta. pan yahun jast prem tu abhivar kelas..yachich aathvan mi tula karun dili"- mi.

ti mazya khandyavar doka thevun radu lagli..mi tila thoptat rahilo...
ti anandat asnyashivay dusri aanandachi goshtach kuthli...?
chukun tine mazyavar prem kela, aani mazya premacha fal mala milala..aani milat rahil..

prem ghena..prem dena..prem karna..prem natyat badalna,..ya sarvanpeksha mahatvachi goshta aste...
........prem chirantar rahu dena...nishthene...!
aani tya aaghadivar mi jinklo aahe...

abhijeetla mahiti aahe...mi tichyavarprem karto te...pan to shant rahil...kadachit tyalahi adhipasun kalpana asel asa hoil mhanun. aani shevti tyachya premavaril vishvasachach vijay zala aahe. aata ti amha doghantil understanding asel..ji sarva kahi surlit paar padel...

aata ti pudhe shiknaar aahe..mihi to job nakarun shikto aahe..tiche nakhre...cartoons, kavita hakkane pahto aahe..eclairs khato aahe...ti aani abhisobat corridormadhe firat abhyas karto aahe..flyovervar thambun tya doghansobat tare mojto aahe..abhi aani tyachya mitrala kavita karna shikavto aahe...

tichyasobat aahe zala...!
that's all...!