After a whole year of waiting for you, here you come in all your abhorrent fashion. Ha! But the joy of having you here with me is incomparable.
I join you today, with you showering all over me, the wind caressing my face, my eyelids all dabbed in water- but my heart- its melancholy. I know, you mean happiness, everything around me is a manifestation of joy divine, but I don’t understand the dampness of spirit that my mind is dewed in today.
I’m walking in rhythm to your pitter patter but the symphony of my heart is sad, yet happy. Maybe you have understood that and so you shower harder, making me run and scream in shock and happiness.
I halt and stand on the walkway, facing the sea. The surroundings are misty, fogged. The waves are splashing on the shore… why am I trying to smile, although I should have in fact, done so naturally?
My true joy was you, and all that is there right now, but there is something missing. I know you all are there, but the essence and soul isn’t.
I know it is showering but I don’t feel the frolic in it. I know the waves are splashing but I don’t see the vigor in them. I can see the sky- ink blue and grey- but I can’t feel its unrestrained rhythm. Is it because, I am alive, but I can’t feel myself living? Maybe so… I sigh and smile- unwillingly. Looking up, I blink and open my mouth to drink the elixir of life.
I join you today, with you showering all over me, the wind caressing my face, my eyelids all dabbed in water- but my heart- its melancholy. I know, you mean happiness, everything around me is a manifestation of joy divine, but I don’t understand the dampness of spirit that my mind is dewed in today.
I’m walking in rhythm to your pitter patter but the symphony of my heart is sad, yet happy. Maybe you have understood that and so you shower harder, making me run and scream in shock and happiness.
I halt and stand on the walkway, facing the sea. The surroundings are misty, fogged. The waves are splashing on the shore… why am I trying to smile, although I should have in fact, done so naturally?
My true joy was you, and all that is there right now, but there is something missing. I know you all are there, but the essence and soul isn’t.
I know it is showering but I don’t feel the frolic in it. I know the waves are splashing but I don’t see the vigor in them. I can see the sky- ink blue and grey- but I can’t feel its unrestrained rhythm. Is it because, I am alive, but I can’t feel myself living? Maybe so… I sigh and smile- unwillingly. Looking up, I blink and open my mouth to drink the elixir of life.
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